M'nthawi yamakono ya kudzuka, timakumana ndi zochitika zapadera, nthawi zina zovuta kwambiri zomwe zimapindulitsa kwambiri kukula kwathu kwamaganizo ndi uzimu. Magawo oterowo nthawi zambiri amatsagana ndi kuchuluka kwamphamvu kwapadziko lonse lapansi, zomwe zimatisiya ndi zina zomwe sizinathe mikangano yamkati ndi mikhalidwe yowopsa ya moyo imakumbukiridwa. Kuyeretsa ndi kusandulika ndiye cholinga chake.

Gawo lamatsenga

M'masiku ndi masabata angapo apitawa, kunena zoona ngakhale pa zomwe zimamveka ngati sabata, zikuwoneka kwa ine ngati tili mu gawo loterolo. Kupatulapo mfundo yakuti mafunde a mapulaneti akusinthasintha kwambiri pakali pano - mwachitsanzo, tinali ndi masiku omwe zikhumbo zamphamvu zinafika kwa ife ndipo tinali ndi masiku pamene zinthu zinali chete, ndinatha kusintha zambiri m'moyo wanga. zindikirani. Koposa zonse, ndinaganiziranso kwathunthu ndipo pang'onopang'ono ndinasintha maganizo amkati, machitidwe a tsiku ndi tsiku ndi khalidwe (ndithudi ndidakali pakati pa kusintha kumeneku). Kumbali ina, tsopano ndinali wokhoza kuwongolera kwambiri kamvekedwe kanga ka tulo. Kufikira posachedwapa, ndinkagona pakati pa 04:00 a.m. ndi 06:00 a.m. usiku uliwonse, zimenenso zinasiya chizindikiro chake pa ine (thanzi langa linavutika kwambiri chifukwa cha zimenezo). Makamaka zinali zokhudzana ndi zomwe ndidalemba zolemba zamphamvu zatsiku ndi tsiku usiku womwewo. Zinandipweteka mutu ndipo ndinasiya kukonda kwambiri kulemba nkhanizi; zinangokhala zotopetsa. Tsopano, monga ngati mwangozi, ndinatha kukumbukira mfundo imeneyi ndi kuyambitsa masinthidwe ofunika pankhaniyi. Zinthuzo zapatsidwa mawonekedwe atsopano. Pamapeto pake, izi zimapangitsa kuti zolembazo zikhale zomveka bwino, kachiwiri, zimakhala zosavuta kulemba ndipo chachitatu, ndimasangalala nazo. Tsopano nthaŵi zonse ndimagona pakati pa 00:00 a.m. ndi 01:00 a.m. Ndimangochita, palibe ngati kapena ayi. Ziribe kanthu chomwe sichinatsirizike kwa ine ndekha, ndimangogona ndipo zimagwira ntchito modabwitsa. Kumbali ina, ndinalandira zisonkhezero zingapo zopanga zinthu ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndinalandira malingaliro ambirimbiri okhudza mmene ndingasinthirenso moyo wanga. Pamapeto pake, izi zikugwirizananso ndi tsamba langa komanso njira yowonjezera yodzilemba ntchito (ndili ndi zolinga zambiri zatsopano).

Njira yokhayo yogwiritsira ntchito bwino kusintha ndikudzilowetsamo mokwanira, kusuntha, kujowina kuvina. -Alan Watts..!!

Kupanda kutero, ndayamba kumwa madzi ochulukirapo (chabwino, ndakhala ndimakonda izi, koma osati kuchuluka) ndipo m'masiku angapo otsatira ndikhala ndikuwonjezera OPC (ndilembanso nkhani yofananira nazo). ). Koma mbali zonse za zakudya ndi maphunziro zinaganiziridwanso kwathunthu. Tsiku lililonse ndimakhala lapadera kwambiri ndipo nthawi zonse ndimalandira zikoka zatsopano ndi zikhumbo. Pazifukwa izi, izi zikuwoneka kwa ine ngati gawo lapadera kwambiri lomwe limabweretsa kusintha kwakukulu ndi kuyeretsedwa. Chabwino, ndili ndi chidwi ndikuwona momwe zinthu zidzakhalire m'masabata angapo otsatira. Popeza tikhala ndi masiku 24 motsatana kuyambira pa Meyi 10, zinthu zikhala zokulirapo pankhaniyi. M’lingaliro limeneli khalani athanzi, osangalala ndi kukhala ndi moyo mogwirizana.

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