M’moyo, munthu nthawi zonse amafika pa kudzidziŵa kosiyanasiyana ndipo, m’nkhani ino, amakulitsa kuzindikira kwake. Pali zidziwitso zazing'ono komanso zazikulu zomwe zimafikira munthu m'moyo wake. Zomwe zikuchitika pano ndikuti chifukwa cha kuwonjezereka kwapadera kwapadziko lapansi pakugwedezeka, anthu akubweranso pakudzidziwitsa / kuwunikira kwakukulu. Munthu aliyense pakali pano akukumana ndi kusintha kwapadera ndipo akuwumbidwa mosalekeza ndi kukula kwa chidziwitso. Izi n’zimene zinandichitikira m’zaka zingapo zapitazi. Panthawi imeneyi ndinafika pazidziwitso zazikulu zomwe zasintha moyo wanga kuyambira pachiyambi. M'nkhaniyi, ndikuuzani momwe zonsezi zinayambira komanso chifukwa chake zinachitikira.

Zakale zodziwika ndi kaduka, umbombo, kudzikuza ndi mkwiyo

Kwenikweni zonse zidayamba zaka 2-3 zapitazo. Panthawi imeneyo, kapena makamaka zaka izi zisanachitike, ndinali munthu wosazindikira. Ndakhala ndikulota kwambiri ndipo ndakhala ndikudutsa m'moyo popanda kudziwa za moyo weniweni, osamvetsetsa momwe dziko lingayendere. Ndinali wosadziwa kwambiri ndipo panthawiyo ndinali ndi chidwi ndi zinthu zomwe zimagwirizana ndi chikhalidwe cha anthu. Panthaŵi imeneyi ndinamwa moŵa wambiri, ndinapita kumapwando kwambiri, ndinawona ndalama kukhala zabwino koposa padziko lathu lapansi ndipo ndinayesa kuimira chinachake m’moyo. Ndinayamba kuphunzira za kasamalidwe ka zaumoyo, dera limene makamaka linali la oyang’anira chipatala. Koma maphunzirowa ananditopetsa kuyambira pachiyambi pomwe, kunena zoona, sizinandisangalatse ngakhale pang’ono. Koma sindinadzipangire ndekha, ayi, ndidachita izi mopitilira muyeso wanga panthawiyo, chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti ndiwe munthu ngati wamaliza digiri, ukakhala ndi ndalama zambiri, ukakhala. m'malo amphamvu ndi zinthu zonga zomwe zimawonedwa kuposa wina aliyense. Zoonadi, m’kupita kwa nthaŵi ndinakhalanso ndi maganizo onyoza anthu. Anthu omwe anali ndi ndalama zochepa, anali olemera kwambiri, ovala bwino komanso osagwira ntchito iliyonse yolemekezeka kapena anthu omwe sankagwirizana ndi dziko langa panthawiyo analibe kanthu m'maso mwanga panthawiyo. Chifukwa chake ndinali panjira yoti ndikhale katswiri wapathological psychopath. Inde, kudzidalira kwanga kunali kochepa panthawiyo chifukwa sindinathe kuyika zonse zomwe ndinkafuna kuti ndikhale nazo panthawiyo, koma kusadzidalira kumeneku kunali kopambana ndi kudzikuza kwakukulu. Chabwino, zinakhala choncho kwa kanthawi mpaka ndinasiya maphunziro anga ndikuyamba kudzilemba ntchito usiku wonse. Ndinatsegula kampani ndi mchimwene wanga, yemwe panthawiyo anali ngati ine, ndipo kuyambira pamenepo tinayesa mwayi wathu pa intaneti. Tinayesa kupeza ndalama ndi zomwe zimatchedwa malo ogwirizana pa intaneti.

Lingalirolo linali lobala zipatso pang'ono, zomwe pamapeto pake zinali chifukwa chakuti sinali ntchito yowona mtima kwa ife. M'malo mwake, panthawiyi tidalemba kuwunika kwa zida zosiyanasiyana zapakhomo zomwe sitinayese n'komwe.Cholinga chathu chinali choti tifikitse anthu patsamba lathu kuti alandire ma komishoni ogula chinthu chofananira. Zinakhala choncho kwa nthawi ndithu, mpaka patapita nthawi ndithu kuganizanso modzidzimutsa kunachitika.

Kuzindikira komwe kunasintha moyo wanga !!

Zinayamba ndi ine ndi mchimwene wanga kumwa tiyi wambiri watsopano (tiyi ya chamomile, tiyi wobiriwira, tiyi ya nettle, ndi zina zotero) chifukwa cha maphunziro athu olimbitsa thupi. Tinadzidziwitsa tokha za momwe kuyeretsa magazi, kuchotseratu komanso kupindulitsa izi ziliri kwa mzimu wathu ndipo tidayamba machiritso enieni a tiyi. Ndi kumwa kotereku, tidatsegula njira ya zomwe tikubwera chifukwa tidawona momwe kumwa tiyiyi kwatisinthira. Tinadzimva kukhala abwino, amphamvu kwambiri ndipo tinkatha kuganiza momveka bwino. Ndiyeno tsiku lina ine ndi mchimwene wanga tinafuna kusuta chamba kachiwiri. Tinkapeza zina kuchokera kwa wogulitsa pakona tsiku limenelo, ndiye usiku umenewo tinkakhala pansi m'chipinda changa chaubwana ndikuyamba kusuta udzu. Tinapanga mgwirizano ndi filosofi pang'ono za moyo. Nthawi yomweyo, tidayang'ana zoyankhulana ndi wojambula wa cabaret Serdar Somuncu. Tinachita zimenezo chifukwa m’mbuyomo ndinachita chidwi ndi ena mwa malingaliro ake panthaŵiyo ndipo makamaka ndi nzeru zake zofulumira, mawu abwino osankha ndi kulingalira. Chifukwa chake ndidawonetsa mchimwene wanga angapo mwamafunsidwe ake ndi makanema olankhulirana, ndiyeno panali nkhani yofotokoza za kusinthika kwa mapiko abwino. Mu kuzungulira uku, Serdar Somuncu adanena kuti fascism ikugwirabe ntchito ku Germany. Ndinaziwonapo zimenezo masiku angapo m’mbuyomo, koma ndinazikana monga zachabechabe. Komabe, panthawiyo tonse tinali pamwamba kwambiri moti tinayang’anizana n’kumvetsa zimene ankatanthauza ponena zimenezi. Chabwino, ndiyenera kunena kuti ziribe kanthu momwe iye ankatanthauza izo, ife tinatanthauzira izo kuti zikutanthawuza kuti anthu akadali a fascist chifukwa amaweruzabe miyoyo ya anthu ena, miseche za anthu ena ndipo amalozabe zala kwa anthu ena . Tinadzizindikira tokha munjira iyi yamalingaliro, pambuyo pake tinali anthu omwe timachita chimodzimodzi ndipo nthawi zambiri timaweruza miyoyo ya anthu ena. Tinayerekezera zimenezi ndi nthaŵi za Nkhondo Yadziko II, pamene Ayuda anatsutsidwa mwamphamvu ndi anthu ndipo tinazindikira mwadzidzidzi mmene tinaliri osauka nthaŵi zonse ndi mmene kulingalira kumeneku kunaliri mwamphamvu m’maganizo mwathu.

Maganizo athu anasintha kuchokera pansi mpaka pansi!!

Kuzindikira kumeneku kunali kwakukulu kwambiri, kunapangitsa kukhalapo kwathu mwamphamvu kotero kuti tinataya nthawi yomweyo ziweruzo zonse zomwe tidapanga m'chidziwitso chathu pakapita nthawi. Tinawataya nthaŵi yomweyo ndipo tinazindikira mikhalidwe yonse imene tinachita motere. Panthawiyo zinamveka bwino, tidamva kuti tili ndi mphamvu kwambiri, ubongo wathu wonse unkachita kunjenjemera ndipo mwadzidzidzi tinawona moyo wonse mosiyana. Tinakulitsa kuzindikira kwathu ndipo tinali ndi chidziwitso chathu choyamba tsiku limenelo, chomwe chinasintha miyoyo yathu kuchokera pansi. Zinali zosokoneza kwambiri pamoyo wathu. Inde, madzulo amenewo tinapitirizabe filosofi ndipo kenako tinafika pozindikira kuti chilengedwe chilibe malire ndi kuti chirichonse chikugwirizana pamlingo wobisika. Tinkadziwa chifukwa tinamva chisoni kwambiri usiku umenewo. Tinkaona kuti ndi choncho, kuti izi zikugwirizana ndi kulondola ndipo chikanakhala choonadi chokwanira. Inde, tikhoza kungotanthauzira chidziwitso chatsopanochi pang'onopang'ono panthawiyo ndikumvetsetsa zonse pakati. Chilengedwe sichili opanda malire, ndithudi, thambo lopanda thupi lokha. Komabe, zinapitirira madzulo amenewo mpaka tinatopa kwambiri ndipo pomalizira pake tinagona. Usiku umenewo, nditangotsala pang’ono kukagona, ndinaimbira foni chibwenzi changa panthaŵiyo n’kumuuza zimene zinandichitikirazi. Ndinayamba kulira pa foni iyi ndipo ndinakhumudwa kwambiri, koma ndinangoyenera kupeza maganizo mwachindunji kuchokera kwa munthu wachiwiri yemwe ndinkamukhulupirira kwambiri panthawiyo. Tsiku lotsatira ndinakhala pansi pa PC ndikufufuza intaneti yonse kuti ndipeze izi. Inde ndinapeza zomwe ndinali kuyang'ana nthawi yomweyo ndipo chifukwa cha izi tsopano ndikuchita ndi zinthu zambiri zauzimu, zachinsinsi ndi zina tsiku lililonse. Popeza ndinali nditaphunzira dzulo lake kuti ndisaweruze moyo kapena maganizo a munthu wina, ndinali ndi maganizo omasuka ndipo ndinatha kulimbana ndi chidziŵitso chonse chapamwamba popanda tsankho. Kenako ndidaphunzira zauzimu zonse pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kwa zaka 2 ndikukulitsa chidziwitso changa. Ndinakhala ndi zokumana nazo zosawerengeka ndi zowunikira, panalibe mathero ndipo inali nthawi yovuta kwambiri m'moyo wanga wonse, nthawi yomwe idandipanga kukhala munthu watsopano.

Ndikhoza kukuululirani zina mwazochitika izi posachedwa, koma izi zikhala zokwanira pakadali pano. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mudasangalala ndi chidziwitso chatsatanetsatane chokhudza chiyambi changa chauzimu ndipo ndingakhale wokondwa ngati mungandiuze za zomwe munakumana nazo zoyamba zamtunduwu mu ndemanga. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri. M’lingaliro limeneli khalani athanzi, osangalala ndi kukhala ndi moyo mogwirizana.

Ndine wokondwa ndi chithandizo chilichonse ❤